Within about 30 minutes of sending what my husband termed, "a stern sounding" email, I had an educator calling me.
She gave me some "across the board" (pretty much every dose) changes that I hadn't felt comfortable making those decisions by myself. I know I've been at this for almost 11 months now, but I'm still leery of making big changes like that.
I guess I still don't trust that I have enough knowledge,or intuition regarding this disease. I swear, sometimes it feels like I'm throwing a dart at a dart board and going with whatever it lands on. Thwock... up dinner time DH by two units. Alrighty, let's go with that.
The good news is I am better at this than 10 months ago, 6 months ago, and even 1 month ago. I'm doing it and my daughter is alive; better than that, she's thriving.